Everything that is nothing at all

Read a blog recently..or rather, a few blogs. Some blogs made me think about stuff when i read what they've posted but others, i didn't feel anything at all. It feels kinda weird when one expects to feel something when they know they are going to visit a certain blog but end up feeling nothing. Ok..i know this sounds a lil contradictory. So just to clear up some air, the whole incident from expecting a certain emotion to actually feeling none, is weird. At least in my view of things it is.

I always thought i hated a few people and will never forgive or forget the pain that they had inflicted on me. I had always thought that getting back at them at being very successful was my way of revenge on them. People always love to fawn on successful people, so since they've hurt me, there's no way we'll be keeping in contact. Therefore no way that they can fawn on me. Eventually, they are the losers. Sounds kinda mathematical. Maybe even evil. But i will make an appearance and let them kiss their own asses goodbye.

Ah..how sweet the taste of revenge.

*wink*

Or..maybe this has become so much a part of me that i feel nothing any more.